Hi, I have a big problem, 3 mos ago my ex and I broke up.
I took it very hard, bc I wuz very much in love and had to
move back in w my mom, who is very emotionally abuse
to me, and that wuz why I moved in w him. Needless to
say, after we broke up, I TRIED so hard to get him back,
but it never worked. I had bday sex w him, then from
there all we did wuz fight, then he started ignoring me,
which got the catalyst goin. I wuz completely obsessed
w getting him back, but my BPD alwayz got in the way.
I hated him and accused him w things, one day, only
to text back later I loved and missed him. I threatened
"ggod bye" so many times.. but NEVER followed thru. Basically
I been text stalking him for mos all day, everyday. I have become
obsessed w trying to get him back, cuz i need him in my life.
how do I stop? He has digressed now too, but will not have
anything to do w me. I don't blame him, cuz I have lost it.