I really haven't been doing too great. It's partially the chemotherapy, partially me giving up on ever leading a normal, healthy, enjoyable life. I haven't been restricting like I was, I just simply don't eat and have no appetite. I ate dinner last night and got so sick that I am just frustrated with even trying to stick to the meal plan given to me. What is the point?

I have lost weight but my face is blown up like a balloon. I constantly look puffy and bloated and it's just so god damn frustrating. I hate chemo.