Thank you for your words... it has been an awful but completly awful weekend... i managed to not have a panic attack at work and i almost enjoy the xmas lunch that we had... however the anxiety was lingering there and at night i had the worst panic attack so far... i even threw up... it was awful... however i´ve managed to survive... i beg you to keep helping me... and all the prayers you can do for me will be gladly appreciated...