It´s hard to get accepted to a graduate program in psychology here too, but, don´t forget there are lots of things you can do with a psychology degree besides doing therapy. There are business applications, etc. So, if it really is what you decide you are interested in, don´t rule it out too fast.

I am sorry to hear that you have gone back to cutting. Do you know what might have gotten you feeling that way, and are you getting any help with it? That was what brought me to this website too. I am also a cutter, and I wanted to understand it and be able to talk to others who understood, and I found all of that and more here, particularly all the wonderful friends I have now. I hope you stick around, and that it helps you.

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