Well seems i just come here to complain, Just got fired from a job that i lasted 3 months at. Trust me 3 months is a long time to me. I made friends didnt feel judged and actually liked work. I had about a week of in the 3 months due to my dam drinkng and being hung over then then severe parinoier. I went to the pub after work the other day and meet with this lady i really liked from work we both where playing pokies or the bandits or slots as u Americans call them we both won a **** load of money then she said i will take you home and pick u back up and we will go back out. So she comes back about 1 hours later with her 18 year old son. By this time i was drunk. Anyway we was having a great night then i have to many beers like maybe 30-40 and start talking all this ****, She has some leagh weigh at work she been there 6 years. think i came on to her or someting (after some lines of coke) that some random people gave me. Then when she was droping me home her son started talking about his gay cousin and how he does not mind and all this stuff i then started saying im bi-sexaul which im not i just think about it sometimes ( coke talking? ) Anyway now i have no job lost some more friends and honestly feel like the razor blade is the best option. By the way i have not re-read this just typed what i feel