I am so down and depressed. I just never knew there is
so much evil and cold heartedness out there. I guess I
live in my "own" world; under a rock. I feel like actually
crying today. I cried a little last nite, but that didn't seem
to be enough. I wish I had motivation, but honestly, I
haven't had that in mos. I need to be "there" for my son,
whatever that part of consists of. I hope I snap out of
this, but I doubt it, at least not today. I am hurting
so bad emotionally. I feel betrayed, by everyone and used.
I have racing thoughts, cannot stop them. I just want to
die. I feel like somebody just buried me.