I have been with 2 women. One was a Proper relationship, the other we had feelings for each other and were physical, but we didn't commit to anything.

I've just broken up with my boyfriend of 8 years and am taking stock of my life. I think I need to be honest with myself and admit that my best relationships have been with other women.
I'm battling to consider myself a lesbian, because I am very analytical and my analytical brain tells me not to go down that road - it complicates matters. But I don't think that's what my heart feels.
I felt comfortable considering myself bi. But this is different. I know I shouldn't worry about titles, but it almost feel like I need it in order to find some direction in my life.

I'm a huge confused mess.