Hi. First off I'm sorry you have to put up a facade when not feeling well. And I hope you can find more self worth because you do deserve help and access to Dr & meds. I'm in a bipolar support group, and this is just an observed opinion. I don't want to offend anyone. In my group the people who attend ACT are what I would consider lower functioning bipolars meaning they have a severe enough illness that it has effected their ability to get through basic day to day functions. They are in government housing, working with mentally impairment adults, single with no kids and I believe have been on disability from around the age of 18. The bipolar is evident from social interaction & conversation.

I hope you will be able to find a Dr to tell how you honestly feel. Putting on a happy face will just prolong a solution.

Tnt

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