Hi Septembermorn,

I dont know what my problem is, but I am fed up with it, that is certain.

I am tired of being stuck with "myself"

My id, I think a freudian would call it, is out of control.

I am fed up with its rantings.

How the hell does one mature anyway?

I mean litterally, the nuts and bolts of it. What happens inside, that a permanent change comes about in our attitude?

Its the "same ****** different day" for me for the last 35 years.

I am trying, really trying these days, but I cant pull myself togethor.
Infact, I am getting worse as I age.

Bah! I am in such a funk lately.