I was okay then as i was driving home i was listening to a song and all i could think about was how perfect the afternoon was and how this song is the type of song that would be playing during a movie when everything went into slow motion and just at one of the critical points of the song another car would come out of no where from a cross street and smash into my car and you'd see paramedics trying to save me and my mother would get a phone call and she'd start crying but its okay because that afternoon was perfect and the song would end with a shot of the sun setting over the crash site....... I couldn't stop crying from then on. guess I'm depressed huh?