Theres a little girl in the corner. She is very very evil. She is the spawn of Satan. The little girl is afraid of Satan, she hates Satan but she knows she cant hide from him. She stares at me at night. That little girl in the corner. She stares at me and im afraid to look at her. im afraid to go around corners for fear she will jump out at me. I am afraid to look in mirrors to see that she will stare right back at me. This little girl, this little girl wont leave me alone. I can hear her whisper to me and feel her presence.
Even when Im ok im not. Does that make any sense? It makes me cringe. When I feel ok, im not. My moods are even more pronounced, even more dramatic. When i hate something i want to kill it. When i am upset and annoyed I could go insane. When i feel this things is it normal to feel tingling senations in your private parts? Sorry to be so ...weird. But its like i just want to rip them off. I want to rip my hair off and scream and scream and scream like i never screamed before. When somebody annoys me i want to bash their heads in cement. I have dreams about this...the same dream different people if i get angry i get raging and imagine me smashing their heads in cement. Dear God..please help me. I would never hurt a soul except mysel. Its just when im not SIing at the time that this happens because when i SI im focused on that. Dear God just let me get through this...let me get through this..let me get through this ....