Thanks for responding Boopers and fayerody. Like fayerody said 'help is help' and having people reply to my post does help me out a little. Actually, I don't really have anyone who would take the time to 'listen' to me. It's hard enough getting people to listen to my everyday conversations. It's always as if my words aren't important enough to be listened to. I do however write in a journal everyday and I think that has helped calm me a little, but it seems like only for the moment.