I honestly was thinking to seriously end this because I just couldn't see my life without him and I wanted to prove him that love does exist and no one should mess with other's people feelings I wanted his stupid head to realise what is really worth living and what not. And I am not afraid of dying, I looked for a therapy after that because I also can't mess with my family's feelings and I know I can give more to others, charity or sick kids - whatever it is, I can be strong, it is possible I just didn't see any point.

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