Thankyou both for your support. I sure do appreciate it. I am doing good today. I have a bit of a headache but that is to be expected since this afternoon I purposefully put myself under a ton of pressure and anxiety. I WENT TO A SUPPORT GROUP! Whoo Hooo! It is for Bipolar and not BPD but the people there didn't mind that I was an odd ball. The leader who invited me in the first place was kind enough to help the others understand the way things work for me. Other then that all the feelings are the same. I am just set off by inter-relationship things and they are set off by...well I haven't figured that one out yet I need to read more on it so I will be more informed. I got a bunch of info at the meeting, the handouts will probably answer my questions. After the meeting one gal asked me out for a pop. We talked for almost an hour getting to know each other. It was nice. Unfortunately I work the next two Mondays so won't be able to go to the next couple of meetings. I am going to ask around work and see if anyone would like to pick up a couple of morning shifts. I hope they can. Hubby called from work to check up on me. He said he was worried. I was happy to tell him that I am better. The chatter in my head has quieted down. It has been quiet all afternoon since I left group. This is a good thing.
Carrie

<font color=blue>The important thing is this: to be able at any momeent to sacrifice what we are for what we could become.--Charles Du Bos