Am trying to feel positive about my possible job and about the upcoming holiday celebrations. My low energy and lack of motivation lingers though. Just wish I was stable at this time . . . How I will ever pull off the holiday gathering at our house on Sunday, and Christmas Eve at my sister-in-laws with my low energy, I can't imagine. Why can't I just be "normal" with no mental health issues? Life would be so much easier. People without depression, in particular, have no idea what a drudgery it is just to make it through the day