I am always angry, Tomi. I have constant visions of simply breaking everything all around me - that calms me down. I'm starting to get a little out of control now without my meds and I can't do that at my new job, esp. after only one week of being there.

There are days now where I just want to say "screw it" and walk out........where I can't deal with working 8 or 9 hours and watch the clock........today someone made me so angry I just wanted to slap her silly and all because she snapped once at me (she was really tired, but I didn't care) and I told her I wanted to smack her .

I have to suppress everything soon and I just can't figure out how yet.........[sigh].

Money changes people just as often as it changes hands.
~ Al Batt