I can't funciton at work. I can't focus on any tasks. My mind is such a whirlwind all the time. Even fun things at home. I try to focus on a fun project but I also have 3-4 pages open on my internet, the t.v. going, jumping from one thing to the next because I can't stay on one task for more than 1-2 minutes at a time.

I'm forgetting, struggling with everything from dialing.

Panic attacks, high anxiety, stomach in knots, irritated, aggitated, racing....

I feel like I'm stuck on a treadmil going at top speed and I'm running out of steam.

I don't know what to do... I'm in the storm... I have no one to call on this... can't even focus long enough to go through the list of Ts that the patient assistant program will give me...

I'm hanging on by my fingernails right now. I need a break.