Hi,this is Katie (depressedgirl).There is a computer here,but,since there are 5 kids here (including me),were only allowed on here for 30 min on weekdays and an hour on weekends,unless its for homework,so,I can probably get on here some everyday,but,not as much as I did.Everyone is trying to get me to talk to them,but,im not ready yet.They expect me to just act happy and im not.Well,I mean im happy that im away from my dad,but,im not happy that i'll probably have to be going back and forth to different homes for the next 4 years.My new foster mom is always acting so cheerful too and trying to get me to smile and talk to her,but,im just not ready to talk to anyone yet and noone seems to understand that.She also told me that she's getting worried about me cause im not eating.I don't want to eat,thats my choice if I want to or not.I just have a mix of feelings right now.Im happy that im away from my dad,but im upset because im around people I dont even know,and even when I do get to know them,ill probably have to move,cause when I got put in this home,they told me it was only temporary,till they can find somewhere else for me to live.Im just soooo out of my mind.