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I try to be ok with it but just so hard!!!!!

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> it is hard

wish there were something we could write to help make it easier. you're not alone in this aspect of dealing with what we deal with.

scary to see some things that we know are from us but we cannot recognize where they came from inside....if that makes sense.