It's just so hard to look him the eyes you guys
Just seriously
I'm all awkward around him and stuff.
This isn't my normal way of talking or anything but I just needed to get it out there.
I definitely like this male friend of mine who I've been friends with for about a year now (we're both high school sophomores) and I'm just...mindblown
I've never really liked anybody before so when I finally realized I had feelings for him I was taken aback.
*sigh* tis' the season to be hurting fa-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-blah.
It's just so hard you guys
Halp
How do I deal with this?
(And I'm not cutting off contact with him. We're friends, not strangers. He's probably suspicious already, doing that is just a deathtrap.)