I'm feeling extra perceptory heightened senses. I think I'm tipping from the mixed manic rage into something happier. I got paranoid at first, the buzzings sounded like locusts coming, the vibrating crystals dangling from the lamp were something bad coming, moments ago. But I'm ok I realize this buzzing sounds & visuals are nothing new & just let them happen. If this is me crazy, ok let it be. I've been pushed beyond over the brink, just floaty now. Reflecting on the rage. Wishing that hadn't been me, but it was. Oh well. Moments have you, keep it moving people, cover your ears from Christmas music & will make it through.