Mercedes is right. He may just not understand what you are going through. It does help to explain to others how you feel. The same thing happened to me recently with a friend of mine
We were at a restaurant eating and all of a sudden i felt like everyone in the restaurant was looking at me and laughing at me. I know that sounds self-centered but at the time, it seemed so real. I wanted to leave and walking back home, I was really scared they were all following me. My friend was telling me how ridiculous I looked and was laughing at me. I was really upset but didn't say anything. Later on I told her when we got home what happened and she was more understanding . She helps me a lot.
Letting your boyfriend know how you are feeling can help a lot I think.
The Aes Sedai