I didn't get anything done today, well, my son is looked after. I feel a little hopeful that I can find some joy in simplicity... maybe I don't have the event filled life that others I know have, but no more being abused by others may be worth being alone, for now... I want to believe I can make it alone.... but I'm thankful for the hugs I receive here and being heard is a great feeling. I also feel for all you here who are going through tough times..