What other things are you trying in conjunction with medications? Meds alone are not enough to stay as well as you can be.

All the meds mentioned in your sig are meds I would never go on or meds I have been on and will never go on again. You do not have to put up with awful permanent side effects, there are medications out there that have few side effects but work just as well. Its a horrible and sometimes long ride to find the right one but when you do its great.