Is this a normal thing for most people or what? A lot of times I just get really horrible disorted thoughts like I just wanna hurt someone or myself. Mostly myself. Or I just get so mad I want to litterally flip a table but I stop myself because I'm in school and I don't want people to be afraid of me or something. I just get so freakin irritated and I want to hurt something. I feel like I'm imploding on myself