Hi all.

I am so fed up with this bp thing. I am to the point where I only see two choices, using drugs/alcohol or the alternative. I don't have a plan for the alternative but do think about it when I feel fed up. I just feel tired from it all. Has anyone else ever felt like this? Mypdoc is out of town until WEd and i cannot get in touch with my tdoc. Any words of wisdom out there for me?