My boyfriend now cooks dinner and prepares my meals for work. It relieves a lot of stress because now I don't have to be obligated to make food and he likes the food he makes so I can give him my uneaten portions. I have been eating more when I'm with him, but I still don't eat well when I am alone. My trunk is full of food that my boyfriend has made and I feel so shameful that I am wasting his money. I have to clean out my trunk soon because I don't want him to notice. :/