..are they for real the scattered clueless dysfunctional miss-happenstances bits and pieces...

like the unexpected elements of gorgeous I sink and suffocate meanwhile!

I am determined to comfort backwards...!!

like the energy fell way short

and I loved in a dream...

like I forgot the intensity ....and questioned it too...

...so the dramatic illusion ... the same one I made

where I am in control of my universe?

I am a fool

I don't know what to do?

I am tired

so tired of being mentally ill