I feel like I am in a depressive episode (I have MDD) yet... it's odd. It's not like my other depressions where every day was a climb up a mountain, or the falls felt like the end of the world. It's just. Numbness. I want to sleep a lot. I am isolating myself but I don't want to be completely alone. It's just empty. Odd. I don't feel like I can cry, I don't feel much at all.

Has this happened to anyone before? It's scaring me.