As a music education major, I'm required to perform in front of a panel of professors each semester for them to evaluate my progress. I didn't cut it this semester, so I've been put on probation.

I'm so disappointed in myself. I know I can do better than this but it's just so hard. Most of all, I'm scared of what my parents will say. They don't want me to be a music ed major in the first place. I don't think I'll be able to stand their disappointment.