Growli, I'm so sorry. I can only imagine how frustrating all of this must be for you, especially with feeling that loss again.
Honestly, I think once a week might be a good thing. As hard and sad and frustrated and overwhelming it feels, after a while it will get easier to where you may not feel so attached or, rather, maternal feelings to her, which may even help you to grow.
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