Growli: I have been reading your posts for a long time. I have kept quiet for one reason and one reason only: the way you "lash out" at certain responses triggers a certain amount anger in me. Not because I think you necessarily hurt people here but because I used to respond the same way to posts I didn't like/agree with for whatever the reason. So, I forced myself to take pause when I felt I was responding more out of anger.
So I have a few things to say:
1) I can't even begin to understand the pain and anger you live as a result of your upbringing as my parents were the complete opposite of yours.
2) I don't agree with all of your choices however I choose to accept you are doing the best you know how at this particular moment.
3) please remember that the majority of responses come from a place of compassion and possibly experience at least that is what I try now to remember when my impulse is to "lash out" in anger. However people will continue to support you despite your lashing out if that's not possible for you right now.
I wish you the best in your therapy journey and that you find some peace and healing along the way.
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