Thank you everyone for your support. It really helps. I have made a semi-plan with my professor (who also happens to be my academic adviser). I'm going to keep in touch with her over break via email to make sure I'm working on what I need to be working on.

I think my professors can see that I'm really trying. They've all gone out of their way to help me. There was another girl in a similar situation to mine and they basically told her to either step it up or pick a new major. I'm glad they didn't do that to me, I'd be heartbroken. I think the differences is how motivated we are. The other girl just isn't motivated.

Jan, I think it's got a lot to do with time being put in. I've got ADHD and it's really hard for me to manage my time and get enough practice time in. I'm taking a 1 credit study skills class next semester though so I hope that will help some.

purplegiraffe, it sounds like you're having a rough time of it. I'm sorry, and I wish we could study together! Keep your chin up; it'll all work out in the end.

Again, thank you for your encouragement. It really made this awful day just a little better.