7 years ago, my world was upside-down and I went to psychologist. After 40 minutes of asking about all details who/what/when/how she said that I am selfish and egoistic as I protect abusers instead of thinking that they still can hurt other children... That was my first and the last appointment with this "t". Of course, she could be right but for sure it was not what I wanted to hear from her at the first meeting...

Do I protect them? For sure, as they have happy life instead of sitting in the prison but it took me some years to understand this and it does not mean that I want to change it... Thus, I can totally relate to this what you wrote... I won't hurt my abusers and I won't allow anyone to do that... That's why I can talk about them to my current T but not to anyone who knows them...