Well I got the response I figured I would. Keep focusing on what you don't like and don't want to hear and making making excuses for why you can't or shouldn't do something and see how far that gets you.
I am truly sorry you have been hurt so badly you find it necessary lash out at people only trying to help you. You truly were a victim as a child however to use it as an excuse for poor and unnecessary behavior will only push everyone away. There are other ways to deal with anger besides lashing out which will prove far less toxic and harmful to relationships you may want to build or have to deal with. All emotions are okay and useful if properly handled.
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