I wish this T could've been more clear.

You need to know whether T wants to continue to see you or not. Is T trying to look out for your best interest and telling you what she knows she should?

I would write to her and say, "Our session left me confused. My preference is to continue therapy with you. I have a connection and rapport with you that is not easily discarded. Do you think that is not advisable? Please help me to better understand what you were saying. It felt like you were strongly encouraging me to stop therapy with you. Was that what you meant or were you merely presenting me with options?"

Good luck to you.