Welcome, Sarah. We have a lot of diagnosis in common. I believe many people relapse during the holidays. A good book I read about meth was

http://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0055X5LKG

Beautiful Boy explains a lot about how meth affects the brain. Because it takes a while for the brain to heal it's common to relapse to get back to feeling well. There is a disorder called P.A.W.S which is post acute withdrawal syndrome. I think NA and AA should talk more about it. Anyway you might find it interesting. I have 11 months clean thru AA and my DOC or drug of choice was pot. I have done just about everything though including meth. Message me anytime you feel like it. Peace. Tnt ♥

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