Since coming off my meds, I have been able to feel my true emotions. They used to be trapped in a cloud of numbing chemicals, but now they are real and raw.

I am having a hard time in my marriage. I am unhappy and unfulfilled. I am not being loved the way I deserve to be. I am being held onto because I am habit. I am not sure if being alone would be better. Likely it would be the same. Ending the marriage would be complicated and would create a new set of problems. I am trapped and sad. Real feeling is so much more painful than medicated bipolar fog. Should I be thankful?