It's a troublesome world I live in. I want to bash one's head in then within a few mins it's all candy canes and gingerbread. I want the answers and I want them now. What the h#ll is wrong with my brain? Is this all part of bipolar? Or am I just odd the freak of the bunch? I don't want to follow this thought pattern so I don't think I'm going to. Trying to stay busy. Going to have to get out of the house. Not enough to do inside. I need things to do. Mind is running. It's almost time for the nighttime pills which include seroquel for sleep so I may not have to fight the thoughts for long. But alas...

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