Haven't been here in a few days. I know that this time of year can be difficult, and I'm rooting for us all. We'll get through it in one piece.

I finally made an appointment with my therapist. I told her how I felt: that I feel like she doesn't "get" depression or me, that I felt like I didn't want to hurt her feelings. This was on Monday, and it was my last session with her. Also, her office is rather far and now that I have insurance I'm going to find a therapist that's nearby. I'm proud of myself for telling her. I still think I need to go to therapy though. My goal will be to find a therapist that's nearby and to take the time to find one that is a good fit.
I went to get some bloodwork done early this morning, per my doctor's orders. It only took me a month to go, lol. I'm just trying to focus on one thing at a time. Today was touch and go; I'm hoping that things can only get better.