It's nice to know I'm not the only guy that has a hard time expressing feelings to others. I'm 18 years old, senior in high school and I am to afraid of talking to other people at school, I have absolutely no friends at all and I feel alone everyday.

I tend to bottle up my feelings and don't tell anyone about it. My mother asks once in awhile if there is anything bothering me but I keep lying to her and say everything is fine, when its not fine. Only time when I approached my mother is when I had a secret that put others at risk is when I drive because my mind would wander off into space for a few seconds and almost caused accidents a few times. I have a hard time concentrating and paying attention.

I recently told my mother about it couple weeks ago, went to the doctor's and pretty sure its ADD, I can't take the ADD medication until I get the EEG results in to make sure I'm not having any seizures. But anyway long story short, I feel I can only come forward and tell my mother about whats bothering me is if it puts anyone at risk.