Hoping that this back pain will go away...been waiting months to see spine doctor and hoping for surgery. So, I went to appt...got there and they could not find the referral so they cancelled my apt and reschedule for January 9th and 5 minutes later received fax from primary with referral attached. too bad they said cant fit me in...have to wait now. am frustrated no pain meds left, doctor was to take care of it today but didn't so now have to wait til Monday to get meds. Got to wait and see if they can fit me in between now and January 9th if someone else cancels....Geesh, don't know if I can do this.... everything is closing in on me and I cant step forward. I cant think straight, have not even started decorating or shopping yet..have all these boxes sitting around...Feeling overwhelmed and undersupported...Am I okay??? Feel like I am melting down...yikes