Getting very depressed. That means realistic. I think we are having money problems on top of all this stress. My life will never get better. There are things I can't say on here. I don't have a lot to say. I know that I have a new doctor appointment on next week if not canceled. I don't trust anyone or anything. What will cancel it? Weather? Sickness? Or Hell? I know some people have problems not eating while depressed but I have the opposite, pigging out. So that is all. Well its not really all but I don't want anything else on here.