It seems like everyone else is excited for Christmas except for me. It doesn't help that every year on Christmas Ev. we have my dad's side of the families Christmas, and there is always drama

. This year would have been my little cousin first Christmas and now she is gone

I look at it like she's in a better place, but it's still hard every single day.
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