Sounds like you are grateful. Gratitude is so healing if you can wrap your brain around the idea without someone telling you that you should be grateful! I am alone and having some problems where I live, but I'm old enough to have some perspective and also good memories. I think marketing has done a real number on all of us. Way too many people max out their credit cards. I freed up some money and will be able to buy some food I like (vegan, organic) and go to a movie. I also plan to get to some church services if only to hear the special music. To answer your question: yes, pretty much!