If he really said so and meant that, I'd find a new T. No reason to treat you differently because you pay less.

However, the way I see it couldn't he be proving himself to you? Like you can trust me, look you're paying me so little and yet I still care and am here with you? Obviously, I wasn't there but it could be an alternative. It happened to me often enough that I heard in therapy what I was expecting to hear and not what my T was telling me... Discussing it helps.

The practice of not dealing with raptures would not work for me. I need to be really open in therapy no things unsaid between T and me.
Could you bring it up if you wanted to?
Or is he the one not wanting to discuss it?