Gayleggg, currently I haven't been under a doctors care. Im 21 & a little over a year ago-long story short-I moved out of my mom's and am out on my own..since then health insurance has been off & on between my parents/step-parents. But in a couple months ill hopefully get insurance through my current job.
With the depression though...I did manage to find a therapist..who's working under someone else & is willing to work out the cost so I can afford it. I haven't gone to her in about a month though...things keep coming up on both of our sides...but after the holidays im gonna try to get back.
Thanks ill definitely check that forum out too

Chloepatra, thank you for what you said. It helped...sometimes I get nervous/scared (for no reason at all usually lol)
I have to agree with you about rambling being cathartic/therapeutic. Sometimes just getting whatever off your chest makes everything a little more bearable.
Thanks again