So in my recent drawn out depression (what is likely a mixed episode), I've had some very strange ideation.
In addition to the usual suicide scenarios, I've been dreaming up grandiose ideas about being a career criminal. More importantly, a famous criminal with a nickname known by all.
Now, I'm not thinking of harming anyone. More like the Oceans 11 variety.
While I know I won't act on it, it's very strange to me that such thoughts find their way into my head. I observe the law very closely. I don't even speed!
What are some strange and wild ideations you've had in the midst of a manic/depressed/mixed episode?
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Dx:
Bi Polar 1, rapid cycling, mixed episodes.
OCD, pure O.
Alcoholism
Rx:
Lamictal 150mg
Paxil 40mg
Zyprexa 5-10mg
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