I don't know of an online pdoc. I'm not sure how pdoc's are licensed. Would that be a state thing? Is it legal to practice medicine on the Internet? I found my son's pdoc on a website for an organization that encouraged psychological therapies for psychosis.

If the AP is making you depressed and brain dead (and you've been on it a while to allow the side effects to settle down), you should talk to your pdoc about lowering the dose or changing meds. That's no way to live.