Feeling really depressed today. I am in such a rut of having the default activity of lurking/posting on this site - - mainly in the mornings. Not that this site is a bad thing - - it has helped me immensely to feel a bit of comraderie (sp?) and empathy from others. But I think I'm on it too much.

My depression has me locked into just a few activities. I have no interest in doing much besides PC and other computer-related stuff, going to 12 step meetings, occasionally a lunch with some friends, watching t.v. I have lost all interest in doing what most people would consider fun.

Today sucks because my husband has plans all day long and I have virtually nothing to do. I know you're probably thinking, "Well, just find something to do!" In severe depression, it's not that simple. I just hate my life lately. And this lingering depression just has me pissed off!